Updates

2015 is finally starting to look up, for me at least. The beginning was rough, very rough. But things are starting to look better. Daddy and I are in a very good place in spite of all that He is going through right now. He is opening up to me more and our relationship is getting stronger. We talked to my girlfriend about her being Daddy's sub and my sub sister, but her and her boyfriend are going through some things so we had to put that on hold. I really hope that its something that can come to fruition because I want her to have the experience of being a sub and to get the training and nurturing that she needs in order to be the best sub that she can be. Also, I want Daddy to have the experience of having two subs, and I want the experience of having a sub sister to really test and push the limits of us being poly. 

In addition to all of that, Daddy let me go to my first BDSM/swingers party. It was so much fun and I'm glad that I got that experience. I was able to meet some amazing people in the lifestyle who will be able to share lots of information with me. I got to watch both a Dom and a Domina in action with different people. I got to see all different types of play take place. I got invited to all different types of events that are occurring in the future, and that let me know that the people who I were around liked me and accepted me. They are a great group of people, and I am happy that I made some new friends within the lifestyle. What really made me happy was that the Domina was impressed by my behavior during the party and told me that I did my Daddy proud. It feels good to know that I am a good representation of His training and discipline. 

At the party I also got to play, and when I told Daddy about it he was very proud of me for opening up and trying new things. It really means something to me to have someone in my corner who is allowing me to open up and explore sexually. To know that He is not going to judge me nor hold thing that I want to try against me, but encourage me to do those things and to have fun. To  know that I am not going to lose Him because I want to try different things with different people. That helped to erase a lot of fear that I had about trying things that I want to try. It erased a lot of the fear that I had about my relationship with Dadddy period. My next goal is to get Daddy to start coming to these parties and events with me. I think that it will benefit Him and us to have other people in the lifestyle that He can talk to and learn from as well. He always asks how do Doms get the training and support that they need, and I feel that this particular group of people would be a great place to start.